by Ian Doescher
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Singing to God
by Ian Doescher
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Conscientious Cooperators

by Ian Doescher
Because this is Memorial Day weekend, here's a story about peace. My friend Ken, the pastor of Tualatin Presbyterian Church, passed this story on to me, the story of a man named Desmond Doss. Have you heard of Desmond Doss? He was a Seventh-Day Adventist and an avowed pacifist who, after the Japanese bombing of Pearl Harbor on December 7, 1941, joined up with the army because he felt he should serve his country. However, he refused to carry a gun. He was mocked, ridiculed and even threatened by his fellow soldiers, and was brought up on formal charges by an officer. But it was determined that just because he wouldn’t carry a gun didn’t make Desmond unfit for service. Desmond became a medic, a medic who did not carry a gun. And though he himself was peaceful, he saw more than his share of violent action. In a battle in Okinawa, in which American soldiers were trying to take a certain ridge that overlooked the island, the Americans were routed and beat into retreat, but not Desmond. You see, 75 men were already wounded up there, so Desmond stayed and served them. One of the men he treated was the same officer who had brought him up on formal charges.
Desmond’s story is the story of a man who knows in the core of his being what the peace of the Holy Spirit means, a man who lived that peace courageously and boldly, helping people understand what it means to be both a patriot and a pacifist. He was awarded the Congressional Medal of Honor, the first and only conscientious objector to have received that commendation. Desmond says he doesn’t like that term “conscientious objector,” though. He refers to himself as a “conscientious cooperator” -- a term that has been adopted by his denomination, the Seventh-Day Adventists. What a great way for us to envision our lives as Christians, surrounded by the Spirit whom Jesus promised to send to us: you, me, all of us, conscientious cooperators.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Not one of *them*!

My mother talks about the moment when, in college, she had the sudden realization that she was a Gentile. “I knew I wasn’t Jewish,” she remembers, “but it hadn’t occurred to me until that moment that I was one of those nasty Gentiles!” She shares this memory with a smile at her own naiveté. Having grown up in a Christian household reading the Bible and being fascinated with Jewish tradition, my mother’s experience was surprising but safe. Surprising because she suddenly realized she was a Gentile, one of those “others” who are often looked on with suspicion throughout the Bible. But safe because the Gentiles were already “in,” had already been accepted by the followers of Christ long, long ago.
This coming Sunday, we will hear the story from Acts 11 of Peter’s vision, in which he is called to serve the Gentiles: “As I looked at it closely I saw four-footed animals, beasts of prey, reptiles, and birds of the air. I also heard a voice saying to me, ‘Get up, Peter; kill and eat.’ But I replied, ‘By no means, Lord; for nothing profane or unclean has ever entered my mouth.’ But a second time the voice answered from heaven, ‘What God has made clean, you must not call profane.’ This happened three times; then everything was pulled up again to heaven. At that very moment three men, sent to me from Caesarea, arrived at the house where we were. The Spirit told me to go with them and not to make a distinction between them and us. These six brothers also accompanied me, and we entered the man’s house. He told us how he had seen the angel standing in his house and saying, ‘Send to Joppa and bring Simon, who is called Peter; he will give you a message by which you and your entire household will be saved.’ And as I began to speak, the Holy Spirit fell upon them just as it had upon us at the beginning. And I remembered the word of the Lord, how he had said, ‘John baptized with water, but you will be baptized with the Holy Spirit.’ If then God gave them the same gift that he gave us when we believed in the Lord Jesus Christ, who was I that I could hinder God?” The passage concludes: “When they heard this, they were silenced. And they praised God, saying, ‘Then God has given even to the Gentiles the repentance that leads to life.’”
My mother’s realization, while humorous now, is safe because her group is already included in the Christian sphere. If this passage from Acts—and the whole movement of the book of Acts from a band of small followers to the ends of the known world—tells us anything, though, it is that the Christian community should have no bounds. None. That’s why St. Luke’s practices the profound hospitality of inviting absolutely everyone to the communion table. As Reverend Jennifer says, “This is Christ’s table, and Christ turns no one away.” May we live with confidence the Easter faith that welcomes all to God’s table, even us Gentiles.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Two Holy Saturday Poems

Two poems for this special day in the church year.
A poem for the night
Have I come too late to the cross?
Such regret
They’ve taken You
They’ve cradled You so tenderly
Across this savage hillside to a tomb
And there, with myrrh and aloes sweet
They bathed your head, your hands, your feet
Balm for fatal wounds suffered as ransom,
Your life for mine
They’ve shrouded You, enveloped You
Buried You behind a stone
I am undone
I am alone
Have I come too late to the cross?
Such regret
That all that I had meant to say
Might now remain unsaid
I was silent
You are dead
I fall upon my knees and press my face against this stone
And cry out to the night
That I was loved, that I was known
That I was lifted from my shame, my guilt
To stand beside You,
Lover of my soul
You called me friend, You called me bride
That I had found my shelter in the strength of your embrace
That I had tasted mercy
That I had tasted grace
And though You said You’d die for me
I died, with your last breath
There is no life for me if not for You,
I am bereft
I beat my fists against this tomb that tears your life from me
And whisper what I pray that You can hear
That I believe
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Why Is This Week Holy?
by Ian Doescher
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Luke 19:28-40
Have you ever walked a labyrinth? Would you know what to do if you were placed in front of one? Labyrinths are essentially mazes with no wrong turns. Unlike a corn maze or a garden maze, it’s impossible to get lost on a labyrinth. Generally, labyrinths are large circular pathways set in stone or found in nature but circumscribed by stones, so that you walk a pathway all around and inside of the circle, only to be delivered, at long last, to the center. Labyrinths don’t have walls, so you can see where you are headed from where you start. Though labyrinths are an ancient spiritual practice, they have found new life in recent Christianity. Maybe the most famous Christian labyrinth is found in Chartres Cathedral in France, set into the stone floor of the church. You can find a diagram of the Chartres labyrinth in your bulletin. My spouse Jennifer’s church, St. Luke’s Episcopal Church in Gresham, has a Chartres-style labyrinth outside the church that is open to the community at any time of day or night. A kiosk stands next to the labyrinth, with a guestbook of sorts for people to sign when they stop by and walk the labyrinth, whether they have come out of idle curiosity, spiritual practice, or deep need. The book has comments scrawled into it like, “Thank you so much for this. My mother is dying of cancer and I needed some peace.” Or just simply, “Please say a prayer for me.” It is a tremendous ministry St. Luke’s has offered to the people of Gresham and beyond.
Pastor, theologian and writer Barbara Brown Taylor, in her book An Altar in the World, talks about her first experience of walking a labyrinth. This is what she said: “Not too long ago I walked a labyrinth for the first time in my life. I had flirted with labyrinths for years, but my expectations were so high that I kept finding reasons not to walk alone. I did not want to hurry. I did not want to share the labyrinth with anyone who might distract me. I did not want to be disappointed. I looked forward to walking a labyrinth so much that looking forward to it kept me from doing it for years. Then one day I met a woman who showed me a labyrinth on her land. Set in a small grove of pines, it was made of found stones, with a large one as round as a pillow near the entrance. When the wind blew, invisible chimes tinkled in the branches overhead, while pine needles sifted down to pad the circular path below. Beyond the edge of the trees I saw a small pond sparkling in the sun, and two horses grazing behind a fence. I could walk the labyrinth whenever I wanted to, my host said, even if she were not there. I did not even have to call first. With all of my excuses gone, I returned one late summer afternoon, said a prayer, and entered the labyrinth. The first thing I noticed was that I resented following a set path. Where was the creativity in that? Why couldn’t there be more than one way to go? The second thing I noticed was how much I wanted to step over the stones when they did not take me directly to the center. Who had time for all those switchbacks, with the destination so clearly in sight? The third thing I noticed was that reaching the center was no big deal. The view from there was essentially the same view from the start. My only prize was the heightened awareness of my own tiresome predictability.”
From this telling, at first it seems like Barbara Brown Taylor’s experience of walking a labyrinth is unfulfilling, profoundly normal, totally the opposite of illuminating. I have to admit that the first time I walked a labyrinth, I had a similar reaction at first to the experience. I remember clearly, it was two years ago this week on Good Friday that I walked a labyrinth for the first time, the labyrinth out at St. Luke’s. After entering the labyrinth and taking the first switchback, I was on a path that looked like it was headed directly for the center, and I thought to myself, “This was too easy, I’m already bound for the center.” Only then did the path turn, just barely skirting the center and going around the pathway just left of center, and from there, I wound around for the better part of a quarter mile before making it to the actual center. And once I was there, I was sold on the idea of labyrinths.
Let’s leave Barbara Brown Taylor and me right there, in the center of the labyrinth, for just a moment. Why am I spending so much time in this Palm Sunday sermon talking about labyrinths? This week in the Christian tradition is called Holy Week, the week between and including Palm Sunday and Easter. It is the week that begins with shouts of Hosannas, continues through angry cries of “Crucify him!”, and ends with shouts of “He is risen indeed!” This is a tradition, a ritual, a celebration that repeats in Christianity year after year. Like a labyrinth, we can see the end from where we begin, so what is the point? We know—when we sing the triumphant hymns of Palm Sunday, go to the Maundy Thursday and Good Friday services—we know how the story will end, we know that Jesus is going to be raised again. Easter is the good news we can rely on, it’s the good news we have come to expect. So what is the point of Palm Sunday, what is the point of putting ourselves through sadness on Good Friday when we know where this is all going to end up? Growing up in the Church of Christ, which considers itself a non-denominational church, we never celebrated Easter much, but we sang songs about resurrection all year round. As a result, I grew up thinking that Palm Sunday, which I had heard of but never celebrated, had something to do with the palm of a person’s hand. The thinking in the Church of Christ was, Jesus is always and everywhere risen, so why make a special day out of it? Theirs was the thinking that says why bother with a quarter mile of one-directional maze just to end up at that point I can see twelve feet away?
The original holy week—when Jesus was actually celebrated, then killed, then raised—all took place in the context of the week of the Jewish Passover. If you know anything about how the Passover is celebrated, or if you have ever been to a Seder meal, you know that part of the Passover tradition is the asking of four questions, or as they are known in Hebrew the mah nishtanah. Mah nishtanah means “what is different?”, because the primary question at the Seder meal is, “Why is this night different from all other nights?” And from that, the four questions spring up: “Why is it that on all other nights during the year we eat either bread or matzoh, but on this night we eat only matzoh?” “Why is it that on all other nights we eat all kinds of herbs, but on this night we eat only bitter herbs?” “Why is it that on all other nights we do not dip our herbs even once, but on this night we dip them twice?” and “Why is it that on all other nights we eat either sitting or reclining, but on this night we eat in a reclining position?” The answers to all of these questions recall the Israelite exodus from Egypt, and the first Passover instituted by God. I called this sermon “Why is this week holy?” to emulate and draw on that tradition of Passover questions. Because in a tradition that repeats itself year after year, that ends up repeating the songs and the rituals and even the emotions over and over, we might forget why this week matters at all, why it’s important to remember Jesus being lauded like a king as he entered Jerusalem, his Last Supper with his disciples, his crucifixion, and his miraculous resurrection. Why is this week holy? Why is this week different from all other weeks?
There are two reasons why I think it is important to honor and celebrate the days of this week, why I think this week is indeed a holy week. And the two reasons complement each other. The first is put in a helpful way by Barbara Brown Taylor. When she first explains what labyrinths are, she writes, “the path goes nowhere. You can spend an hour on it and end up twelve feet from where you began. The journey is the point. The walking is the thing.” The journey is the point. The walking is the thing. Part of the joy and the pain of holy week is that we get to imagine ourselves on a journey with Jesus, walking with him as people shout, “Blessed is the king who comes in the name of the Lord! Peace in heaven and glory in the highest!” We imagine ourselves as Judas, moved by anger and jealousy and fear to betray our beloved teacher. We imagine ourselves as Peter, guilt-stricken and despondent after we have denied three times that we knew our friend, just as he knew we would. We imagine ourselves as the women at the foot of the cross, looking up at their rabbi and lamenting the waste of such a promising life. We imagine ourselves approaching the empty tomb early in the morning, our eyes still adjusting to the light, hoping against hope that what we see is true, that the broken body is indeed gone and that Jesus’ promise has become reality. It is the journey through this week, the journey we make intentionally each year, that makes it holy. Like pilgrims on their way to Bethlehem, or Jerusalem, or Mecca, or Canterbury, or Iona—like anyone on a pilgrimage in search of God, we walk this road because to do so is to tread on sacred ground.
The second reason this week is holy is because after we have journeyed with Jesus and made our way to Easter, the story doesn’t end. A few minutes ago I left Barbara Brown Taylor and myself at the centers of our respective labyrinths. When I first walked the labyrinth two years ago, I reached the center and sat down for a few minutes. I closed my eyes and said a prayer of thanks. I had experienced such peace, such renewal as I walked toward the center of the labyrinth, that it was something of a shock to realize that I now had to leave the center and walk out. Feeling protected in the center and changed by the process of walking the labyrinth, I had to walk back through the pathway and reenter the world. Barbara Brown Taylor writes about something similar. She was unimpressed by the time she got to the center, writing as I quoted a minute ago that “My only prize was the heightened awareness of my own tiresome predictability.” But then she goes on, “I thought about calling it a day and going over to pat the horses, but since I predictably follow the rules even while grousing about them, I turned around to find my way out of the labyrinth again. Since I had already been to the center, I was not focused on getting there anymore. Instead, I breathed in as much of the pine smell as I could, sucking in the smell of sun and warm stones along with it. When I breathed out again, I noticed how soft the pine needles were beneath my feet. I saw the small mementos left by those who had preceded me on the path: a cement frog, a rusted horseshoe, a stone freckled with shiny mica. I noticed how much more I notice when I am not preoccupied with getting somewhere. When the path delivered me back to where I had begun, I lay down with my head on the stone pillow and dreamed the same dream Jacob dreamed, the night he saw the angels of God climbing up and down a ladder right where he lay. Surely the Lord is in this place—and I did not know it!” Both Barbara Brown Taylor and I were transformed by our first experiences of walking the labyrinth. To draw the parallel between this week and walking the labyrinth once again, this week is holy because the story goes on past this week, and we are transformed by it. After having reached the center of the Holy Week labyrinth, Easter, we rest and we rejoice for a moment, but we do not and cannot linger in the center forever. The good news of the resurrection, which even from this moment on Palm Sunday we can see, calls us back out into the world where we shout hosanna to the son of David, where we tell the story of a teacher, healer and Lord who ate with his friends and died to set people free, where we witness to God’s resurrection in Christ’s life, in our lives, and in the lives of those around us. So having said our prayers in the center, we open our eyes, take a deep breath, walk our first steps out toward the world, and practice resurrection every day, through this Holy Week and beyond. Amen.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
A Year in Books


















9. Shakespeare: The Biography, by Peter Ackroyd. If you like the Bard, Acroyd’s biography is clearly written and gives a good sense of Shakespeare’s historical setting.


















7. Godric, by Frederick Buechner. The life of an unusual (not to mention unorthodox and irreverent) saint is told compellingly by Buechner. It’s a short book and a quick read.


















5. Prayers for a Privileged People by Walter Brueggemann and Prayers Plainly Spoken by Stanley Hauerwas. Okay, this is two books, but they are both excellent collections of prayers by two of the twentieth century’s most prominent theologians.


















3. Craddock Stories, by Fred Craddock. Fred Craddock is a preacher well-known for the stories he told. This book includes plenty of modern parables that hook you and then often convict you with a clever conclusion. His ability as a master storyteller leaps off the page.


















1. The Irresistible Revolution, by Shane Claiborne. I’m in the middle of this book right now, and already I’m calling it the most important book I’ll have read in the past year. Claiborne has really taken Jesus’ words to heart and has tried to live them as authentically as possible. Highly recommended for anyone who is frustrated with mainstream Christianity and looking for new ways to serve.